What Big Girls Do

im a big girl. i dont waste my time to cry over the past. i get up and do something.

Life Goals

I will never stop running and workout until i get the body i want. Same as, I will never stop trying and praying until i reach my success. 


Time will tell, we never know future. Keep believing, have a faith, and do a BIG effort. Success starts from dreams :)

Bitter Fact

the spoiled girl has grown up become a mature girl, but her mother never realized it, so every efforts that she has done to make her mum happy is useless

#God #prayer #hope #faith

Dear God, if i lose hope please help me to remember that Ur plans are better than mine. -via @fricilia

Unimportant Flash Info About Me

holaaa~ udah lama ya gue ga nge post. yup, because.. well, one word for me which is males hahaha. rite now I'm having my super long looong holiday. eits, but its not as fun as u thought. gue lagi sibuk jadi babu, ngurusin badan, bljr english at wsi, dan pasti nya ielts preparation for next week ielts test. huhaaa cipiii bgttt. btw gue lg break bentar dr kegiatan menjual kue gue. bkn krn gue nyetop sih hahaha emg lg gada pesenan :') wakaka well, maybe emg Tuhan sengaja kali ya nyetop dulu sementara smp ielts test gue sls. kalo ga gt gue gada wkt buat bljr soal nyahhh. doh, tinggal seminggu lg nih guys. gue dag dig duerrr. gue pgn dpt band 7 soal nya huahaha. wanna make me and my mum proud. seenggak nya jd dia ga merendah kan otak gue bgt2 kan ya :p doh pliiis dong i wanna be smart girl. kaya nya those smart girls tuh keren bgt dan pujaan para pria wakaka. hm lately gue ngerasa gue bener2 such a fool. rasa nya ky org ga berpengetahuan gt loh. well, it doesn't mean im that fool but kalo udh lama nganggur gt kali ya emg rasa nya. manalagi gue ky suka ngerasa kesepian gt loooh kl liburan. trus tiap hari ketemu nya malah my mom mulu yg suppper cerewet hahaha dikit2 ngomel kl rmh kotor, embak eja which is gue sampe puyeng hahaha. kalo udh gt ya gue capek bgt ngelakuin self defence, yaudah gue dengerin aja my bawel mom smp kuping gue panas, ntr kl mum udh sls ngmng, gue rendem kuping gue di kmr mandi biar adem lg *yakaliii* huahaha gadeng hbs drpd berantem trs diancem setop uang jajan + transport sm gajadi ke aussie, kan bs berabe my life~ hoho. untung loh untung my lovely sistah si calon drg jg lg libur smp september. wohoo jd ga ngebabu sndr deh, kt jd gotong royong gitu. tp suer loh skrg sahabat gue adlh bbm. well, ga serame dulu sih. isi nya ya itu2 aja. tapi ya tapi gt deh anak2 uniprep gabut yg msh di jkt pd menghilang. sumpah jahat bgt kalian :'( udhlah goodbye aje hu. cmn tmn2 super deket gonji, katek, dan ws yg msh bbm in gue teyus huu. hm yaudahlah gpp drpd gada sm skl yegak? hahaha. trs krn skg gada kerjaan nya tiap hari gue ws gt deeeh sm skrg pindah fitness di celfit pim gue jadi #foreverpim :') well yaudsiii gpp yg penting pinter english sm cepet kurus. seneng siiih di ws byk ktm new friends dan di celfit jd suka gym brg tmn, tapi yg ganteng mana woy haha *tabok diri sendiri* #lonelymodeon. lately gue juga galau mulu, napa ya? apa gue haus? haus akan apa woy? buat yg deket gue dan bs baca pikiran gue pasti tau, gue udh bkn lg haus lg tp seret hahaha udh ah capek ya ngurusin lovelife, mending jalanin aja semua dan biarkan semua nya mengalir spt air. focus with the priority things ajaaa. urusin otak sm sklh lo dulu tuh keeez, yg lain blkg an. sm #sekilasinfo nih, kalo ada yg mau sm gue dan gue cocok ayoook yuk, kl engga ya yaudah *loh?!* lmyn loh unt teman slm mengisi liburan di jkt hahaha gadeeeng cmn canda doang woy. yakale serius ish haha. ciao!

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Whatever happens in our lives is what’s supposed to happen. That’s what I try to believe, but no one can prove that’s the truth. Life is uncertain. Sometimes it takes you down roads you never ever thought you would go, ones that make you wanna turn around and start over. But sometimes the uncertainty leads you exactly where you need to be; it helps you discover yourself and makes you that much more wise. It can be the worst thing, or it can be the greatest thing. However, the pathways are not put infront of you to follow. They are in your heart; they always have been. Cause at some point, we all have to listen to what our heart is saying. We can try to block it out and forget about it, but sooner or later a day is gonna come where it speaks louder than words. That’s when we need to come to acceptance, gather our missing pieces, and leave the ones that don’t fit. That’s when we begin the journey. But see, we can’t just follow our heart. We have to chase it.-via: Tumblr.

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Silence is the best answer you can give to an issue. What’s the use of admitting or denying when in the first place you are already judged. 
-via: Tumblr

FACT!

                           The picture and the sentence above its totally true. 

Couldn't agree more with the statement above. Based on my experience, everytime i lost my weight my life is getting more and more awesome. Well, I've just lost my weight again. And do u know what i feel? Amazing. Since i lost my weight, i can wear many kinds of clothes. Also, guys around me pay more attention on me. I start to feel confidence in a public, especially in a guys world. I never felt as happy as now. All my life, I've been waiting for a moment like this. My hardwork to become thinner is paid off. But, wait... I haven't finished yet. There is still 9 or 8 kgs to go. Im totally sure, when i reach my goal, everything would be so much perfect than this. I can wear any kinds of clothes and maybe i can get the man of my dream. Therefore, I can't wait to reach the finish line.