Rite now I'm having my 6 weeks holiday in Sydney and not coming home to my lovely hometown Jakarta, sooo i got nothing to do. Thats why instead of i spend all of my money for nothing, its better to me to get a job&earn money. Im seeking for a job as chef in the restaurant/hotel's kitchen. Its been more than a week i seek for a job and i haven't find it!!! Well, the sad part is today is the beginning of week 2 and i started to feel desperate. Research, email, research, email, research, and finally go door to door from a restaurant to another restaurants, even Hotels. I started get use to with the calls, trials, and rejections. Its not easy for me, 18th-year-old-girl to do that, but what can i say life is hard baby, if u want to be success, u gotta sacrifice for it, hm maybe thats what wise or cruel man said (?). Well, maybe I'm way too picky but i wanna work in great restaurant(s) or even the hat(s) one with big salary. Maybe ppl will laugh on me, but i am a young girl with a BIG dream so its better to give a trial, who knows I'm lucky. The thing is life in here just so different from Jakarta. Like in there, hell yes ure young and ure working really2 hard and in here u hv to start ur career from zero! Literally from zero, unlike in Jakarta u can get work by relations or even working in ur dad/mom's company and start from middle or top position. Ghez, what a tough life here if u really know what i mean. I do lotsssa lotsa of complainings in this blog lately. Yep, maybe I'm kinda annoying. But who am i talk to in this world? Ppl in here or even everywhere already busy with their life, i don't want increase other ppl problem(s) with mine or get ignored because they don't care of my problem(s), so lets pretend that this blog is my super bestfriend and i share my story to her/him :)