Enough

Here i found myself pissed with everyone around me. Most of it. Seriously i would say rite now i wont trust anybody. I got enough. Sick of every lies and bullshits. And you know what ppl, if u done smthg wrong, i wont bother to tell u whats wrong. I just gonna shut my mouth and stay away. I want u to realize it by yourself. Well if u dont realize it still, let it be, let it be worsen or whatever. I dont wanna give a shit anymore. I had enough being used by other ppl. Now its my time to take care of myself! I dont care ppl priority, i want my priority be number one. No point place other ppl 1st rather than ourself, we'll end up dissapointed anyway. Unless, duty of care, like job, we are getting paid anyway, so i might be compromised with that. Hm, im being bitch rite now? Definitely in this situation. For reason i have to stand up for my life and dont want to end up getting more miserable and go fckin nuts each day. So lets do anything to make life easier!

Awakening

I wish I could make you feel my love

You know what? It strange that I couldn't express my love to someone I like. Yes, that's my problem. I may seem like careless and like wanna only be friends, but the truth I don't know how to show it. I hope you show me a little more patient and care, so someday I can show my love for you, to show that I feel your love too and I care for you too.