"HIM"

Why I fallin' in love with you, my bestfriend? I know you already have a girlfriend and you love her so much. But I can't avoid this feelings. I am no better than her, trust me I know that. It makes me sad that the reality is I'm not good enough for you. I'm far from perfect. I'm ugly, I'm fat, I'm stupid, I'm hopeless and not confident. But the question is "Why we have to be so close like these?" I still wondering.You are the reason I want to go to school everyday, I brush my hair every morning, I looking at the mirror every morning, I want to look pretty, I go to saloon and I'm dieting. Because I want to looks good in your eyes. But nothing I can do, you already have a girlfriend and she is perfect in your eyes. If you happy so am I. You are my bestfriend, I'm hoping the best for you. I hope God giving me someone who's more better than you. Not long after our 11th grade we will separate, I'm gonna miss you. Goodbye and goodluck mate! Godbless you always.