The result of my final exams already came up. How was it? Hm, don't try to make me answer that. Well, its disappointing. Actually the result its not not that far away from my target, but it still not enough to get in to university that i want. Moreover, many of my uniprep friends change their plans too because the lack of score. Its sad to see that. I was hoping that we can smile together by seeing our results and be happy together because we get accepted in university or diploma that we want. In fact, the reality is not as same as i imagine. What can i say? Well, in my exams I've tried my best and pray to God, wishing for His help, but i said to Him that i surrender all my life in His hands, whatever will be will be as He wish cos only He knows what the best for me. Therefore, He has a different plan for me that i believe it is more beautiful than i imagine which is my back up plan. My back up plan is LCB (Le Cordon Bleu). Yap, maybe I'm not in to UTS or insearch with major of business or finance, but I'm in to LCB. LCB is a culinary school from French, they have a branch in Sydney, Australia. In there, I'm gonna take diploma of cuisine cooking and after that I'm gonna take bachelor of international restaurant management. What do you think? Its better for me or not? Well, in reality my passion is cooking. Honestly, I'm sad that i can't get in to university that i want. There are three reasons of it, which is, firstly, my hard work is not paid off. Secondly, I'm wasting my parents' money. And Lastly, i disappointed my family, esp my mom&my bro. U guys have no idea how it hurts my heart. This is the second time i fail. This making me more traumatic with study&exams. This make me having more doubt about my knowledge. The more i fail, the more unconfident i am.
But, i can't live like that. I gotta be strong. This is a real world, this is a real life, this is a war, and this is a battle to success.
In fact i gotta say 'screw all those things, i gotta nail em up'. So, my back up plan is my third chance to be succeed and this time i won't let me and my parents down. I promise to give my all to be success. I will try hard and no mumbling even its as hard as swimming in a shark's nest hahaha kidding i mean as hard as hiking in a mountain. With God, i can face it and i believe in that. In conclusion, i will get in to LCB. I cannot wait to begin my journey there. I cannot wait to do many experiments and cook all those cool ingredients. Wish me luck people :)
Fyi : I'm gonna departure on september cause I'm taking oct intake, still haven't find the date yet. I'm gonna confirm u guys again. Escort me to the airport on the H-day!!! :3
Message to uniprep friends : For u that get accepted in university or diploma that u want, congrats! Well if u don't, same as me! Ahaha kidding :) Cheer up guys, just find a way out. There always a way out in any problems. Be strong, be brave. In the next chance, don't let it fall again. Keep the spirit up, we can do it! Remember that there are many ways to Roma, it means there are many ways to actualize ur dreams. Never give up :D
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