What Do I Missed?

The title above it is not referring to who, but referring to what. How many times in your life, you missed a chances that you couldn't bring it back, or it could be a coincidence that make you stay away from your luck which leads to other person(s) who gets the luck and all you can do is staring at that fortunate person(s). It sucks. And, it would be more hurt, if its your friend(s) or if its your enemy. Trust me it would be such a pain in the ass.

Back referring to my topic. What-do-I-missed. Four words yet have a big meaning in life. You could say, 'It is what I really really want in my life', 'It is my dream', or even the hardcore words would be 'It is my life's desire/passion'. You have chance to get what you missed and you are capable to do it right, but it just not your luck. In other words, you have to say goodbye to your dream(s).

From the words 'what do i missed', I start to think, think, and think again. I feel like I missed massive amount of things. From A to Z. From the way I face myself, my family, my study, my love life, my career, my social life and there are still plenty things if could mention all. If I look back, there were some part of my life that I think I could fix it in the past, and there were some that I think I couldn't fix it because the circumstances. Well, I should get over it they say because there's nothing I can do about it. Yes that's true, i could do NIL with past. But all I'm asking now, what could I do to fix what I missed? I've figured some, but not many, which its not give me big hint to save my life in future. I really want to save something at least from past that I could have in future, at least something, only something if I may, so, I could prove that I really do big effort to make up the mistakes that I did.