More than a year i live in this beautiful city that i love the most currently. I leave everything that i love in my hometown, included family, best friends, friends, good memories, and bad memories. Every second of my life i miss them, but i have to let it go because i need to go on with my life, otherwise i couldn't make big step forward to my life. I couldn't be a person who keep texting everyone and busy with my social life all the time if i wanna be succeed right? I even likely feel tired already everytime i finish work. Life is a choice. And living my life in this place its my choice, even i have to lost everything that i love the most.
Yesterday my 20th birthday, much much less person who are wishing my birthday. Especially the close ones, they did forget about it. Its sad, really really sad honestly. Or they don't care. It would've be so meaningful if those ppl give you special message or smthg special. But it didn't happen anyway. I cried lol. But thats life. People come and go even the closest ones.
I dont wanna pity my life. I have to let everything go. I know I'm worth it. I may lose all my friends, but i would work my ass off and show them that i could be someone in this place. I would 100% focus and chasing my dreams. I don't want to look back anymore. It way too painful, you know.
Well, I may changed not like the old kezia. But i told you, this kezia is more stronger than before. Lets say hello to a brighter future then, even i have to walk alone.
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