Grieving Heart part 2.

Day by day i can feel that im sad. I can feel that i am fragile. It is undiscribeable why. Most of it because everything. Everything that i work on it seems useless, lonely, no one to cheer up my gloomy days, no shoulder to lean on everytime i want to take a little rest, no ears that ready to hear my worriness and sad stories, no jokes to bring out my wild laugh. I lost faith in life. Tears from eyes cant stop running down.

You may asked, "how come a girl like her could be sad? A girl like her have pretty face, tall body, have nice curves on her body and money that she earned by herself. What she missed?"

Or

"How come girl like her that everyone know so strong and stubborn could become so fragile?"

The answer i dont know. I even wonder why. Maybe human dont builed to be strong forever. There will be time for them to fall, depressed and be weak. For that i am been pushing myself so hard, still cant reach everything tho. 

I just hope this is only for a little while, because i wanna try again tomorrow. To work harder, to see better days, and to achieve the rest of my goals that i havent achieved.