NEVER GOOD ENOUGH?!

I always ask why to myself; why no matter how hard ive tried, i never been super fantastic. Boro2 super fantastic, good enough aja jaraaaaaaaaaang bgt HAHA. Super rare. Bisa diitung pake jari kali. WHY WHY WHY AND WHY????????? Everybody seems fine with their life. Its not that im not gratefull, but i just sad with 'so-so' result. Good is quite enough, but so-so.... IT IS NOT FINE. Tired of it. I just wanna live with love and no regrets. Yeahhh hahahaha, mulai ngelantur nih. Gue cmn pgn hdp normal yg fine2 aja sih hoho, but am i asking too much? Well, i know life its not easy and theres lot challenges in it dan kt cmn liat org lain dari luar doang, ga nyampe dlm2 nya. Gue yakin sih semua org punya problem. It is life and thats how it goes. Fuhhh, capek ya idup hahaha tp byk seneng2 nya jg sih. Gatau diri lo emg kez, minta di kill :p Ohya gue jg mau curcol nih. Also, lately i always have many things to do but so little time. Back again its my fault who really bad at managing time.

Ok stop complaining, THINK POSITIVE!!! +++++

And i have message for myself : KEZI SADAR WOY SADAR!!!!!!!! WAKE UP FROM UR DREAMS, IN REAL LIFE U HV TO FIGHT FOR EVERYTHING THAT U WANT. START FROM URSELF. STOP DEMAND EVERYTHING FROM UR PARENTS, PLEASE BE INDEPENDENT AND MATURE. LIFE WOULD BE MORE EASIER & BEATIFUL IF U SEE NOT JUST FROM ONE PROSPECTIVE, TRY TO SEE LIFE FROM MANY PROSPRECTIVE.

Hahaha okay peopleee may be u think im crazy talking to myself, but this is how i motivate myself. I put it in my blog so i wont forget what i have to do. This is not just for me, but this can be for everyone who need motivation. Keep ur spirit up guys, we can do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

Ohya, btw kmrn gue denger pendeta kotbah dan gue lg kosen bgt gt dehhh haha trs he said that kalo kt ngelakuin sesuatu dgn totalitas kita akan dapet hasil yg maksimal, but if we dont dan cmn ngerjain nya setengah2 ato ga sampe total (nanggung lah bahasa nya) well, jangan berharap dapet hasil yg maksimal. So, it is a good advice for me and i hope this can give u new prospective of life too.

Have a great day everyone, adios amigos!

Ps : maaf bhs inggris indo dicampur campur, sbnr nya pgn post pake bhs inggris cmn berhubung ini udh malem dan gue lg capek mikir so yaudah campur campur aja hahahaha really sorry for the inconvenient