Fragile

fragile. its the right word that describe my feeling lately. i couldn't deny that i often feel lonely. all I'm doing now is just study study and study, in purpose to get uni on final exams. moreover, theres so much pressure from my family that always make me sad. also, everything usually end up with something that I'm not expected. dissapoinment everywhere. idk why. i wanna run immediately by going to aussie soon, but i can't. if i do, things maybe will get worse. I'm so confuse. what shud i do? :( i really2 don't know. maybe all i have to do is just wait for the miracle. i do believe in God and i do believe in miracle. i just hope everything will change into something good and my fragile feeling disappear soon :''').