Its going on week 4 in new workplace. Time flies so fast without i even realised it. Ive been there almost a month. All bad things and good things i accept it as lesson learn. As my story before, i don't treated well in this place, but i do struggling a lot. Ive tried my best on every section I'm working on. And i think chefs in there know that i pay attention on every word they said. Perfection is my goal, but I'm on the way to there. My head chef expect me to be fuckin perfect since for the 1st week I'm working in there, but that absolutely impossible for any chefs in this world isn't? Except my position in sous chef or higher. Not getting good training from every chefs that responsible in there, but i have to find my own way to satisfied my head chef. And guess what on my third week my prep list and setting up already perfect. Not bad isn't? Pretty much happy with that. Well on service, I'm so good at larder because its easy ass section, but on hot section still bit struggling if its busy. And trust me I'm working next to my head chef on hot section and its not fun at all lol.
I am not happy in this workplace. I feel like almost everyday my world falling apart. But i try to be happy in this situation. I try to be happy in these hard days. Not a lot ppl in this place warm to me, really, but some of them yes. At least, the new chefs in the kitchen are much more friendly, funny and love to kindly helping sometimes. Also, the kitchen hands! Gosh i love them, they are great! They are sooo funny and always helping. I couldn't imagine how worsen my life would be if i don't have them in my workplace now. All the old chefs in there are terrible fyi hahaha. Most of the time i feel like wishing to get back to my second workplace which is impossible. So i always think the positive side of working in this new place. Well, at least I'm working start from 9 am and could go home early by 11 pm because its not busy at all, and I could get 2 hours break on some days, also they like to give me ice cream or pizza which could make me happy hoho. Not bad isn't? After they treated me bad, I could always look the positive side by those things. I just like a baby girl, food and ice cream could buy my happiness ahaha but seriously i need to find a reason to be happy, otherwise i will be half alive or even dead.
I am a person who loves to smiling, talking, joking around, laughing, and singing. And for some reason some chefs in there not happy with that. They think i talk too much and joke around more rather than doing my job. Well thats not true. I have done all my job first then I help another section while talking with them. I mean whats wrong with that. Can you imagine how not fun my workplace is? But i need to stay there at least until january if i couldn't get another place to work. So i just pray to God for strong me to get through the days.
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