What I Hate The Most

Do u know what i hate the most? Getting fatter. Yup, nothing as i hate as getting fatter. Its killing me. Ive been lost 7 kgs one week ago and then now i think my weight increased by 2 kgs. So pathetic, right? Omygoshhh, i dont know what makes me eating eating and eating like this. Its been a long time im not doing that. My appetite is slightly increased nowadays. Maybe its because my period is gonna come or because im sick or maybe because im stressed. Stressed by who? Its a secret :p However, its been 3 days im eating like a pig and feeling extremely fat. I just need diet and exercise again but time always be an obstacle. Sick of my body. Everytime i look into the mirror, i see big fat ugly kezia. And im not confident like i always do. Please please please dear me, please losing ur appetite, eat less, eat fruit everyday, drink lot of waters, and exercise a looooads. I dont wanna see myself like this, im so embarrased with myself and ppl around me. Please keziiii decrease ur weight immediately!!!