Thing That Oftenly Broke My Heart

when im sad or in bad mood, i try to cover it with smile and laughters just to make people around me keep happy. i dont want to involve them in my sadness. but when another people sad or in bad mood, they just act as they want. they treat people like they have to be tolerated because theyre not in good mood. i often get horrible feedback like that from people around me. its not that i demanding for a nice or equal feedback, but it just break my heart u know? its hurt to be treated like that by people u love, by people u concern about. well, my heart is break now. it breaks into a pieces. but what can i say. i love them. i should forgive them. so i should unite the pieces of my heart that already broken and put it in the right place again. and i have to continue my life again. cause i know, i wont be able life without them :'''