Alone

Back to those busy days I've been missing. As reality speaks, its not easy. Well i keep enjoying those busy crazy days. Meet new team in Felix Bistro and Bar that is freaking awesome. They are nice, fun, funny, lovely and enjoyable. Well they are if in not busy days, if busy they can be monsters, trust me, i saw them going crazy in service time with my both eyes. They teach me loads of new thing in there that i have no idea about before. Included making awesome fast easy tasty staff meals, be strong, be brave, be fast, saying harsh words, don't give a fuck to unimportant things, and drinking till i get drunk. Life seems bit so not me, but sometimes i think i need to do that to forget about stressful moments in the kitchen.

Well, with my topic up there i wanna share my personal story in the kitchen. As usual, when back into the kitchen i could become a different person. I could be harsh and bit crazy also. Especially when i chase the time and see something wrong in the kitchen. Moreover, everything got worst if i did anything wrong and got warning from my chef. I could be crazy bitch. Well, any chef could be like that, trust me. Even the nicest one. Maybe they not become a crazy bitch, but crazy asshole or dickhead (for guys) hahaha.

It is only the story in the kitchen. What about in other part of my life? Well right now i don't give a fuck really. Especially to those old friends that keep bullshitting around and gossiping about my life that they don't even know or care about. I do believe that they do not care about me. Ive tried to believe they do once, then it leads myself to disappointment. I rather to live alone, or have one or two real friends rather than being with the wrong ones. In my life, I've met so many people. They come and go. And life keep going, right? And i still fine. I tried my best to be a nice person, but if you messing with me, I'm not gonna sit stop and stare. Life already teach me hard about those things. I wouldn't keep accepting shits happen to me. I would keep fighting and stand up for myself.

And you know what? I wouldn't scared to face my life alone, because the fact everyday it is.