My Recently Life Story

Busy is no longer my excuse to not write a post in this blog. Recently, i just lost my job in Fratelli Fresh, Cafè Nice. My head chef had to let me go because he said the restaurant cannot afford me anymore. Not knowing its his really main reason or because something else, i try to keep the positive mind inside my head. In two weeks, God answers my pray, He gave me new job that I've always wanted, i even dreamed of. I work in two venues in big establishment. One is casual and another one is full time. Great restaurant, great job, great places, great kitchens, great teams, great staff meals, and great paid of course! I am sooo happy! Okay, lets move to another topic that i want to share more. It takes like two and a half weeks or even three weeks to not working for full time. Lot of free times for me since that and start to feeling lonely. But do you know? When i found job, i even much more have free time and feel much more lonelier, because there is few days break before i need to start it. I feel like need boyfriend again...... Omg i hate this feeling. I feel empty and lonely. Always. And every love song starts to make senses and breaks my heart. What i have to do? Seriously? Why I'm the one in this world have to feel like this. Im not good hiding my feeling from my friends, I always tell them when I feel lonely and need mr right to erase my lonely days, and it making me look like a desperate girl. I am not that desperate actually, I just wanna share my feeling. I don't even have my partner in crime in here to be with me everyday. Thats why. Well, maybe when I'm going back to my busy days later on in my new job, I would not even thinking about my loneliness. So, I need to get busy then! Monday please come quick!